Mommy November 13, 2009

So, I might adopt a dog. I’m looking at this really cute sheltie. I really want it to work out but I’m scared. Last time i adopted a pet it didn’t work out because I quickly found out I was allergic to rabbits. I’ve wanted a sheltie since my childhood dog passed away when I was 12 and that was 13 years ago.
Right now I’m afraid I won’t get the dog, I’m afraid the situation won’t work out, and that the dog won’t be everything I want. I have this expectations and wants. I know it’s a huge responsiblility but I’m ready. I’m not ready for a real baby but def ready for a fur baby.
Uggggh! I just want it to work out and be perfect. The dog practically found me! I’ll be very sad if it doesn’t work out.

Marriage October 6, 2009

Sooo, a couple days ago I found out that one of the guys I dated last year was technically married… This means I dated 2 married guys while in los Angeles.
Blue eyes apparently got married in Vegas to a girl… But
His wife turned out her divorce wasn’t finalized till 2 months later. I guess that was lucky tho since they didn’t last.
Ummm forget what his nickname was but this other guy I dated at the same time was married and I knew it. They were separated and lived in different states… But also lived with his ex gf. Lol

New October 3, 2009

So I just got my iPhone today and I’m figuring it all out. Of course I have to play with it as much as possible! It’s new!

Divorce August 18, 2009

I’m not married… let’s get this straight right now… this is all about my mother.

Divorce.

2010… is the time for change. She needs to leave her husband… they just got married a little more than 2 years ago. Been together for almost 9 years.

Again… another failed marriage. This being her 3rd. I hope that she gets out of this one, because it’s worse being married to him than dealing with a nasty divorce.

He’s a greedy, controling, selfish, asshole.

It’s sad my mother has to go thru this again… but it’s better.

Over her past marriages she has shown me perfect examples of who not to end up with. Red Flag indicators and such.

I’m terrifyed of marriage…

*Sigh* August 9, 2009

So, im 25 now… sooo old (not really) but i feel that it’s getting closer and closer to that point where i should find a man that i will fall madly inlove with and want to marry. that being said… freaks me out.

There is a guy that ive run into that i just absolutely found so attractive right off the bat. Doubt ill ever run into him again… but gosh how i would love to.

There was a different guy i thought was kind of attractive… def the type of guy i would hurt… but found out he is practically engaged… ugh. This worries me. Ive come to the age where guys settle down… that makes it harder to find the right guy for me. Im effing picky first of all… and now im going to have the prob of guys being married and such. blah.

I dunno what i want right now… i love my freedom… but a nice chunk of me wants to meet a guy that i will actually be able to stand for more than a couple months.

goodnight.

Movies, TV and Such August 7, 2009

So, I’m loving Netflix. I just got my 2nd movie in the mail… but what i love is the streaming on my computer. Since ive had the time ive been streaming all the freakin time! I watch 2 Brittany Murphy movies, The Ramen Girl and Love and Other Disaters. Both cute movies… really liked Love and Other Disaters tho. I love the British… and movies that poke fun at themselves.

Let’s see… what else. Well, i’ve started watching The Tudors. Quite enjoying that show. And i finally finished Season 2 of Dexter! Loves that show! can’t wait till im able to get my hands on Season 3 so i can be all ready for Season 4 to start.

I tried watching The Other Boleyn Girl… i couldnt even make it to the end of that terrible movie! I had just finished the book… and i know it’s a bad idea to watch the movie after. Ugh… couldnt enjoy it at all. The book is great… but the movie was all kinds of wrong! Blah! Ick!

Last thing, i watched Eagle Eye… i liked it. And now i just got Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist.

Ok, done.

Netflix July 30, 2009

A couple days ago i finally signed up for netflix. I’m only doing the one at a time plan. Decided to do this becuase i want to catch up on Dexter! I want to watch the Tudors. It would be nice to finish Six Feet Under as well. Basically i decided to do this so i can watch TV shows… what is nice is i can stream 2 of those shows… yay! I think imma like this niffty thing.

Vegas Birthday! July 24, 2009

Ok… so it’s been a while for writing… it varies so much with me. Maybe i’ll have time now to blog more uninteresting stuff.

So! This week i got back form Vegas! Sunday was my 25th birthday! That was the whole point of the trip. Twin went with me. Just her and I. We spent 4 night and 5 days there.

Day 1

Arrived in Vegas before 10am. Got into our hotel room, then went down and ate pho then went shopping. On our way to find the way to the Fashion Show Mall we start talking to this little asian canadian i’ll call Puppy. He ended up following us around like a puppy dog during our girlie shopping adventure. Did he say much the whole time? NO! He didnt, he just followed us. I commented to him that he much be bored and his response was that it was better to follow us than be alone. I decided days later that he came to vegas to meet someone he was talking to online and she ended up not liking him so she ignored him the rest of the trip. He was pretty lame to say the least. But like a sad little puppy dog you feel bad for.

So, on to night. Great time! We go to Carnival Court which is a flare bar outside Harrah’s. Twin and I pretty quickly get spots at the bar and that is where we stayed till be left the bar for the night. Her and I decided earlier on that we weren’t going to have a crazy drunken night. Just a couple drinks and have a good time. We didnt want to be hungover during out trip. So we started out with Long Islands. We bought the first drinking.  Pretty quickly on our bartender decided to give us free shots. I got to pour them! So after our first drink we decide we need another. I ask the bartender to make us something special. I basically tell him sweet and strong. He makes us a delicious drink! He was about to charge us and then said that we should not be buying our own drinks. He yells out across the bar “who wants to buy these lady’s drinks!” And Aussie Asaian ends up buying them from across the bar. Soon after Twin ends up making friends with this lady who bought us and the guys we were talking to shot, after shot, after shot. And i believe in this time we ordered another drink too.

So, needless to say we got wasted that night! The last thing i remember at the bar is getting up to leave and asking for water which we recieve in a bottle. The next thing i remember is laughing and walking out of the Mirage becuase we walked into that hotel thinking it was Treasure Island. Then the next thing i remember after that is being back in the hotel room taking care of Twin as she is throwing up. She passes out a few times. She pukes on the bathroom floor. I eventually get her to bed. She falls off at some point and i have to pick her up and get her back in bed. She also pukes in bed too… well in a trash can i gave her at least. Then she is all settled and asleep i decide i should puke. So i go to the bathroom and try… and the next thing i remember is waking up in my bed the next morning. I’m in my bra and panties and the puke trash can is next to my bed. I wasnt sure if i puked or not that night since i dont remember it. I eventually find out that i did becuase i started cleaning up the puke stuff and that made me nauseous and i tried to puke but there wasnt anything in my stomache.

Day 2- We were a WRECK! Sooooo ill. Didnt really do anything till late at night when we felt better and walked around.

Day 3- More shopping. Went from Ti all the way to Mandalay Bay. That night our feet were killing us from our travels that day so we decided to go to the Christian Audigier night club that was in our hotel. OH MAN, was that place awful. Good thing Twin got us on the guest list so we didnt have to pay to get in. While waiting in line to get in there was a fight in the casino near us and a girl sprayed pepper spray. Man that sucked. Made us and everyone else who was in line start coughing and our noses were running. It was bad news.

Eventually we had enough of the lame club with the bad music and weird ass crowd that we walk to another part of our hotel. We end up at Kuhunaville. There was a live band with some karaoke. We find random seat by these guys who happen to be from the South Bay. They entertained us for the night. One was really touchy feely with Twin and I. Another obvs liked me but was shy (he bought our drinks). Another guy who was just drunk. And another guy who we never offically met. They were entertaining. At some point Puppy showed up so we had the guys hide up. Phew!

Day 4- BIRTHDAY!!! Starts with a Champagne Brunch! mmmmmm! Then shopping. Then we get ready and go to the new club XS at the Encore hotel. We eat and then get in line. Get right behind this group of 3 guys. My tiara that i was wearing opened in up for a conversation and quickly TextBook took a liking to Twin and Texas took a liking to me. TextBook seriously got all his moves and what to say to chicks from books. It’s was pathetic. He was a good looking guy just obvs has issues. Texas was your typical nice/shy guy.

At one point i was sitting talking with Texas and i put my clutch under my legs. All 4 of us get up and walk around… i leave my clutch. I realize what happened and go back. it’s gone. Some girl saw someone bring it to the bar… i ask the bar and the bar bitch said no one brought anything. Then i ask a bar dude and he gets security. I’m freaking out since my ID is in there and i have to get on  a plane the next day. The security guard comes back and brings my clutch missing what prob $60. $60 mistake… im ok with that. I got my ID back! That was all that mattered!

gap in time…

Day 5- Dead tired! Prob didnt hit REM at all that night. was sooo exhausted that i felt ill. Eventually did some emergency shopping, then got on our shuttle, got on our plane, then arrived home.

Thanx Sister for picking us up!

Vegas… thee end.

Druken Bums April 30, 2009

So, drunken bums scare me. The one thing that scares me at my job… i have no idea how to handle them. I’d rather sell them alcohol to get rid of them… that didnt work today. Besides the store and i could get in trouble for it. 

It’s hard to tell if someone  is drunk and someone who is disabled sometimes. 

I got confused!  Another regular seemed to know him! It threw me off!  

Quit judging me ok…

anyway, so yeah, i sell the guy a 24oz and hope that he leaves… he doesnt. he starts bothering the next customer in line. I call over for the other cashier to do something about it and he just ignores me… then i call over the loud speaker for someone else to come… no one comes. Finally another customer gets the guy to leave. This totally put me in a funk today. 

about an hour and half later the guy tries to come back but gets stopped at the door thank goodness… but not before flashing his penis at another regular. I got the joy of seeing his pubes earlier… she got to see it all. I think im scarred for life… she probably feels like dying now… ugh.. drunken bums.

Baby Mama April 25, 2009

Wow, i thought this movie was going to be completely retarded…

I was pleasantly surprised when i watched it. it’s actually really funny in a non grotesque way, and has a cute story to go with it. i thought this movie was going to be soooo dumb and be gross because in the trailer they showed her peeing in a sink… i think the trailer was poorly done. This movie was actually really great.

Greg Kinnear day for me… I’m totally finding him utterly attractive btw.  Hot older man! Besides the fact that he’s a great actor. 

So yeah, Baby Mama, good movie.